||[Nov. 3rd, 2004|04:22 pm]
i knew this girl that used to give the best head. |
She was athletic, with just the right proportions and she kept her body in near mint shape. im talking pristine. oh yeah, the best part was she was really REALLY flexable. i remember the fun we had together, the way we used to hit that shit, making each other cum, like ten times a day. i couldn't get enough of her and she was always down for the tumble.
i used to think i loved her or at least i know i loved the way she made me feel. it was one of those intense relationships, the kind that burn hard and hot. the kind where you know its not gonna last forever but you couldn't care less. the kind where sooner or later something always changes and fucks things up.
someone turns out to be psycho, threatens your buddies, attacks your best friend and then fucks around on you with two guys at once.
but she gave the best head.
so every once in a while i catch myself thinking about her. maybe i think about all that happened and how fucked up she left me. maybe i think about the damage i must have done when i rejected her outright or how i ignored on her attempts to contact me, even her last attempt, five years after. sometimes i think that she got just was she deserved.
and sometimes i end up thinking that i did love her..
that im the one who is fucked..
at least she gave the best head.